That's On Me (Lyrics) Ed Sheeran Lyrics

That's On Me (Lyrics) Ed Sheeran Lyrics 

Lyrics That's On Me - Ed Sheeran Lyrics

❌⭐ lyrics of the song That's On Me Ed Sheeran

Is this just getting older?

I can’t get away from this rain

I’m starting to think that’s it’s me

I wanna just create things

But the longer it takes I feel drained

Can’t remember a day I’ve been sober 

Not in a place to take blame

Any more weight I might break

Tell me do you feel the same 

Guess we all go the same way

I’m in a bit of a mess here

Count to 10 and hope to disappear 

I never did my homework

Could I have been more than this

Finding a way exist

Within a world with no risk

Forcing a shoe that won’t fit

I spend most the day stoned and

Making excuses for it

Saying it helped to write this

But on the real, I’m tight lipped

Shooting a shot that I’ll miss

And it’s so far from near 

Why the hell am I still here?

This is not the end of our lives 

This is just a bump in the ride 

I know that it will be alright

If it’s not, then we’re fucked aren’t we?

I can’t help myself but cry

Every time that I realise

Maybe I’ll never find my smile 

Who’s to blame? Well that’s on me

Now that the weather is colder 

Nothing is masking this pain

The summer was here but won’t stay 

We are inside like all day 

Regretting the things that we say 

And it takes a toll yeah

The conversation won’t end 

Being a rock for your friends

Cracks on the surface don’t mend 

We only break we don’t bend

And you’d think it was so clear

But I can’t see nothing but the fear

I’m feeling so bloated 

Thinking a salad won’t do

Might as well open up two

Locking myself in my room 

Hoping that this all ends soon

And no one will notice

What I will put myself through

Coz they will hate themselves too

Isn’t it mad what we do

Pretending to win but just lose

And it’s so far from near

Why the hell am I still here?

This is not the end of our lives 

This is just a bump in the ride 

I know that it will be alright

If it’s not, then we’re fucked aren’t we?

I can’t help myself but cry

Every time that I realise

Maybe I’ll never find my smile 

Who’s to blame? Well that’s on me

Too many things on my mind

To process moments of life

There’s some days I lose my drive

Then some can’t control the fire

I’m aware that things take time

But I’m not a patient guy

Maybe if I wait I’ll find

Resemblance of peace of mind

But this is just getting older

Running away from our past

Knowing the calm it won’t last 

Being a mouse in this grass

Feeling the snakes behind us 

I’m searching for closure 

But nothing is healing these scars

When I open up they just laugh

Saying if they had just half 

Then nothing would ever be dark

Is it new me, new year?

Or just the same old blue sphere

This is not the end of our lives 

This is just a bump in the ride 

I know that it will be alright

If it’s not, then we’re fucked aren’t we?

I can’t help myself but cry

Every time that I realise

Maybe I’ll never find my smile 

Who’s to blame? Well that’s on me